gone

Momma Carr left today. I hated being there for her last breaths, they came slowly and we sang songs. Her bedroom was so full it was standing room only. We were all crying as she left, it was incredible and so sad. It was strange to watch her chest rise and fall, then stop. Life is going on as normal now, 2 hours later it's crazy! There are phone calls to the mortuary and dinner is being made, jokes are being thrown. I never thought that death could be like this, exciting and sullen. The emotions are strange and new, I am happy that heavenly father has had me experience this.